I have decided that all the money and all the hopes and dreams in the world are just that... hopes and dreams, yes we should ALL strive to have them come true but should also step back occasionally and take notice of what we already have.
One of my hopes for this year is to be living with my husband again. I hate living apart and even though it is only a 3 hour drive it seems like he is on another planet. We never have the money for him to come home and definitely can't afford to pack up the kids and go there and get a hotel since he lives in housing.
Yet, with all the things we are going without and all the things we wish we could do and see I am still happy that I get to stay home with my kids and help take care of my grandparents and I get to see my nephews, sister, and mom whenever I choose. I spent too many years away from them and after coming home everyone else moved away and then came back! So now we are all here (except my brother who is in jail for reasons I will NOT disclose) and I am loving it, not the drama but being able to see them is awesome!
Now if only I could find a good electrician, lawn care service, and general handyman to fix all the issues with this house so I can move! HA!
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